my life unscripted.


beauty at it’s finest. 

beauty at it’s finest. 

"Free from You"

So the other day in my human biology class I was SO bored and SO not wanting to take notes in class so I randomly starting writing…and this is what I came up with.

Free from You.

I’ve always been the type to hide

Hide from the emptiness you left inside 

Baby you were one heck of a ride 

A ride I will never forget, not because you were so good to me

But because you left me with no explanation

I don’t need you anymore because the love that was once there is no more

Don’t know how you hypnotized me, but baby it was good

So good that I risked it all..

For what? Nothing at all.  

You messed with my head, oh boy

Had me believing it was just you and me

But when it was all said and done there was another all along

I know the distance is what lead you to her

All you had to do was just tell the truth

Instead you went around and lied to us both

Baby it okay, you got her, and I got the freedom I’ve been needing

I don’t hate you anymore, I appreciate you

I appreciate you for setting me free..

Free from the worry, free from the lies, free from you..

Oh from you

Just thought I’d share that, thanks :)


I’m so hungry,

I could eat my foot!


be afraid to jump and fall.



that I get writers block every time I begin an essay..ugh!

times like these make me miss summer, lol. but whatever, off to finishing this damn thing. good thing it’s a personal experience essay and not like a historical one or something. 

god is love.



me on Twitter my little darlings; i’d greatly appreciate it! 

@lalalauren07 :)




that i don’t have internet at my NEW apt. 

aahh ha! don’t fear the interenet man comes tomorrow to install it!

i can’t fucking wait, lol. till tomorrow dears! :)

god is love.


“Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times. Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more. Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve. And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be. And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most. But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.”